Wish I could look after us better. In Auckland I don’t want to be alone. Can’t be alone. I leave Auckland and the fuckwitz always follow. Book into accommodation where ever us go. Wish I could look after us better. This afternoon was great being in a normal environment, able to sit outside and enjoy moments of fresh air. My eye kept winking due to the glare. It’s been awhile since being able to sit outside. Had a couple of moments, was re-assured that we were fine. Managed to lose the tail. Left my phone behind as that’s tracked. It seems the idea is to take communication rights away, the fuckwitz just keep on taking. That’s all they designed to be. Communication rights, to be able to communicate. That’s not case, my life is at risk if I use a form of communication. My life’s at risk in general daily living. The camera is used to locate my position within my house. Tracked and followed where ever I go. Including leaving town. Which leads me to believe that the fuckwitz have an unlimited budget, teams follow. Family and friends, they too are at a high level of risk. Wishing safety. No matter what I do they drive for more. The planning, of intent to harm us. On a daily, planning. And I can’t do anything about it. Services won’t do anything about it. Wishing I could look after us better. As us a pretty cool, a miracle.